Archive for June, 2010

Grief

Thursday, June 10th, 2010
Dark Tree

When someone dies, someone you love, you discover the news of their death more than once.

The first time is a telephone call; a knock at the door. Eyes averted and euphemisms, ‘gone’, ‘passed away’ and ‘in his sleep’. And you’re reeling. Can’t quite . . . how . . . . And what you’re left with is a feeling of having no control. A terrible, dull sense of finality.

A few days later you sleep heavily. Finally. After days of phone calls, ‘arrangements’, ‘preparations’ and crying, comes sleep. And in the morning for a few blessed seconds your mind gives you peace, only to rake it back again like the sea dragging back stones. Realisation comes hard like a fist.

And three years later you’re sat in a taxi. It’s late but the roads are busy with football traffic. The driver is talking about the match, “United won then”. I smile and think about you. Somewhere in a North Wales pub, celebrating. I search my mind for the number to text. And realisation walks in again. Is sat beside me in the taxi, stealing the air.

When someone dies, someone you love, you discover the news of their death more than once.

The Obligatory Football Post

Wednesday, June 9th, 2010

World Cup 2010

I guess the World Cup starts on Saturday. Drums fingers on desk. Stares out of the window at the cars going past sporting England flags. I wish I could muster up a bit of enthusiasm but I can’t. Of course I want England to win. Of course I do. But I know that at some point soon I’ll be so sick of the damn thing that I’ll secretly wish for them to be knocked out so I don’t have to hear about it anymore. When that thought comes I’ll keep it to myself.

My husband, of course, can’t wait. He’ll be commandeering the remote for the next few weeks, while I sit upstairs reading. I suggested to him the other day that the best football matches are the ones where your team is losing right up until the last few minutes. And at the last possible moment they score twice and win. Apparently they’re not the best games; a sentiment echoed around the office the other day.

One thing I do like about the World Cup is the party atmosphere. Everyone (apart from me apparently) will be tuning in and watching the same matches at the same time. When England score we’ll hear the cheers drifting in through the open windows, cars will toot their horns and strangers will nod and smile and comment on the game. It isn’t often that we have this sense of belonging and collective pride.

I’ll leave you with this ad from Carlsberg.

Kindle

Monday, June 7th, 2010

When I first heard about electronic book readers I was determined to hate them. I love books. Their design, their typeface, their smell, their covers. I love everything about them. And so when people started talking about books becoming redundant and electronic readers taking over I vowed never to pick one up.

And then along came Kindle. Launching initially in the US, I kept stumbling across blog posts and articles on its functions and capabilities. Lightweight design. Stores 1,600 books. Paper-like resolution. Download a book in 60 seconds. 60 seconds! I was intrigued. I read more and more and couldn’t wait to get hold of one.

The UK launch was quiet. Either that or I was too buried in work at the time to notice it. And so when I received a Kindle for Christmas last year it was a complete surprise. The first thing you notice is the size. They’re lighter and thinner than a typical paperback and therefore easy to fit in your bag. I’m a bit paranoid about getting mine scratched and so a case is a good idea. Of course the real benefits of size and weight are realised when you’re going on holiday.

Another great feature is the ability to annotate and make notes using the QWERTY keyboard. As it’s digital notes and clippings can be exported. You can also consult a built in dictionary which appears without the need to navigate away from the page. A nifty search feature can search either a specific book or your whole library.

What else? Oh yes. Downloading. I’ve been dying to read Helen Dunmore’s new novel, ‘The Betrayal‘. Rather than having to schlep into Manchester I downloaded it onto my Kindle in less than a minute. I know we’re used to downloading music and videos but to have immediate access to thousands of books is exciting to me. Unfortunately, not all books are available in Kindle format but as the device becomes more popular I expect their book store will grow.

One of the main concerns about e-readers is the display. I could never sit at my laptop and read a novel. It wouldn’t be comfortable. The glare and resolution would hurt my eyes and it just wouldn’t feel right. This is where the Kindle’s E-Ink ® electronic paper display comes in. The display renders like paper. There’s no glare and strangely it’s more like reading from a book than from a screen. It’s very difficult to describe. You really have to experience it for yourself.

I think the best compliment that I can give the Kindle is that you forget you’re reading an e-reader. When you’re reading a book you’re not conscious of the book itself, you’re engrossed in the story. The same is true of Kindle. The only small niggle is the tiny click that the reader makes when you press the next and previous page buttons. I’m not aware of this myself when I’m reading but I expect if I was sat next someone else doing this, I would be.

For most of the books in the Kindle Store you can ‘try before you buy’ with a free sample. I wonder how much this will change the way we write? Intriguing opening chapters are not new. But as we use e-readers more and more and become tempted by free samples, a good opening is going to be even more important to hook the reader and persuade them to buy the full book.

And so where does this leave books? Will they become redundant? Personally I don’t think so. Nothing can beat browsing a book shop or flicking through an old Penguin paperback. And if I read a book that I particularly like then I’d probably buy it in both formats.

‘This is the point. One technology doesn’t replace another, it complements. Books are no more threatened by Kindle than stairs by elevators’. (Stephen Fry, Twitter, 11 March 2009)

More Links:

Kindle – www.amazon.com/kindle
Video Demo of Kindle – www.amazon.com/gp/mpd/permalink/mWJ3HFOKDNYGT
Jakob Nielsen on Kindle – www.useit.com/alertbox/kindle-usability-review.html
Helen Dunmore – www.helendunmore.com